Existed

What a month,been not blogging for months, this blog looks dead.Time passed so fast,already completed 2 papers English and Chinese. Recently,went for a church zone event Larger than Life learnt a lot of things from there.Have been putting a lot of pressure on myself, getting tired a lot of time,really what would happen if I died one day,will people missed me,I don't know why I'm saying this but do people care??Hmm nevermind about that.My test was doing very well,so receiving a lot of pressure from the teachers and the one that I put on myself,have to juggle my work,breaks,gym look's hectic but when you experience it,it is like hell, and recently went to gym working out daily bought protein shake that make people go broke T^T haiz but worth it as the result is very fast.Again and again,the 2 of us went back to square one,so tired,conversation getting lesser,nothing to say slowly everything will fade away and none of us would have existed,I've been thinking should I be like last time and let history repeat itself or let it end now.Time's running out, closer and closer,faster and faster,I'm seeing the 2 of us drifting apart,none of us would have existed