Times I have missed

So long since I so blogged.2 month has passed since I blog..Damn that was long.Now is 1:34 am.So many things happened in 1 month and now 7 months has passed now and I have started a new chapter of my life during the June holiday.In a blink of an eye 7 months have passed now since I embarked on the journey of Sec 2.So many things has happened!During June,went for volleyball training and went for Malacca Trip.During the trip learnt a lot of things and have met new friends.Also Coach told me I could play for the team if I keep it up.That gave me the drive to work harder.I went for the training everyday.When Coach announced the people that was selected for the main team.My name was not written.I was like ._. but I realised it is because I did not attend training regularly so I was not put in the team.At that point of time,I was angry for not making up into the main team.So I did not went for 2 training because of that.Then June holiday,I went for my 1st church camp,MJ zone LIVE STRONG CAMP.Over there,I receive a lot of things and I have encounter God so much.That was one of the turning point of my life where I really know that I am a really christian now.I was dilly dallying around when I spent my time in church.During the camp God really spoke to me and I feel that God wants me to focus on volleyball again.After the camp I went back to Volleyball again.School reopen 1 week has passed and Jie finally find her Mr.Right :D Gratz last long !!If I found out that the Mr.Right bully her I confirm go beat him up !!!During this one week another thing happen.Last week tuesday,Pastor Kong,Pastor Tan,Sun and other board members was arrested for using funds to support Sun's concert and etc.It all started out when Sun wanted to crossover to other countries using pop music to reach out to them.Then,the media,social network society was saying a lot of negative things towards our church.My family too was also saying negative things,everyday I step on the house my relatives would ask who will save our Pastor and saying that he was a cheater.At that time I felt very angry.But after that God calm me down and I just kept quiet and went back to my room.After a while,I think and find myself stupid for being angry at my family members.I should have rejoice as we are fighting the battle with God against the world.To me I am not that affected with this allegation as I believe in my Pastors and board members.Although I don't have any reasons but I still believe in them.I believe in Sun's crossover project <3 !!That one week was hectic though have to face a lot of pressure from both side of school and family.But thank God for giving me the strength !!Went for cellgroup and kept praying for the church.At that time,the presence of God was really strong :D.Saturday which is just now which 1 hour 50 mins have just passed.Pastor Kong preached during service.The whole service was filled with the presence of God starting for the praise and worship till the end of the service.Pastor Phil came and prayed for us during the last 15 mins of the service.He said that We CHC are in God's favor at that time.It really shook me.I don't know how to explain but it really shook me.We are in his favor!After that during fellowship,we talk about end times.Although it was kinda scary but I really want to see God!!While I am typing this I am also very scared as during the end times,I would be either in heaven or in hell.So I am very scared though but my heart is secured !!I shall pray more than!Really #Ibelieveinthecrossoverproject <3