The Ending

Hmm now is the 2nd last day of the year 2012 really in a year so many things happened and changes so quickly.Every ending always leads to a new beginning.As usual now is the nocturnal time when I'm blogging 1.26 am to be exact ^^ . I want you guys to know about this new quote 'Others Can But I Can't' this quote really made me realize that what I should do as a Christian.I learned this quote when I was in #CHBBC it was a mini SOT. The #CHBBC is only for a week,from there I met a lot of new friends from my zone,MJ Zone, and I really learned a lot from the whole bible boot camp.It really shook and test my faith and really..hmm how do I put it in words.I'm just very amazed by the things that I learnt in the bible boot camp.It really changed my life,just one week and I realised that my entire life is going to be changed for the better.Everybody have their dark side so do I.But ever since I attend the boot camp,I realised how to let go a lot of things and really focus on God.I was award with this award called Cosmos Award during cell group appreciation :) The award is for those who decided to step out of their comfort zone and reach out to the lost and bringing souls back home.I really find that although this year is a rocky and smooth year but next year I know that God have great plans planned ahead for me and it is whether I have took the step of faith to believe it and fulfill his plans.So many things started to change at the last minute at the last season of the year so many things.But yet it is going to be the start of a new year and a new season.So next year will and is going to be a better year.Last but not least,I really and do hoped that you will see a new me a new Ong Hui Kai in the next coming year 2013 and Mayans IN YOUR FACE the world is not ending yet !!!This is most likely the last post for year 2012 :D So seeya guys next years :) 

Temptations or Should I say Self Discipline

During the 3 day 2 night chalet that was organised by Hao Zhi, so many things happen.Which test my discipline as a Christian.Starting, vulgarities it is my 3rd language after English and Chinese.I am so used to saying vulgarities that I used it every time when I'm being the real me.Our mouth speaks life and death.It is also written in the bible that our mouth is very powerful.I can't control my mouth when I'm with my friends compared to my church friends.Although I am angry with them,I will not have the urge to say vulgarities that is when I realized that it was the situation that I'm in that changed me but I do not have the discipline to change myself to be what I am when I'm with my normal friends.Another thing smoking,I dare to say,I smoke before,it is nothing boastful!I smoke as I wanted to try or 'curious' how does it feel like,but I did not get addicted though which I find that it was a good thing compared to a friend of mine who say he quit smoking but during the chalet he saw the rest of our friends smoking and he have that urge to smoke again.He always said that he quit smoking and will not touch it but during the chalet he gave in and it is obvious that he did not even have a sense of self discipline.He began to beg around for one puff,I know this is wrong but I told him that firstly,if you want to smoke go buy yourself or buy one stick don't keep going around begging for one puff.Second option,that is don't smoke and have self control in the end he chose the first option and he bought half a pack of cigarettes from my friend.Gambling,it was very fun and exciting and satisfying every time you won a game or getting a good hand.It started to be wrong when money is involved,Yes the definition of Gamble is to stake on something etc or taking a risk.The stake is too high and risky.You will get addicted to it very easily if you do not pull yourself out of it very fast enough,you will be completely taken control by the 'Gamble'. That's how people get addicted to it cause the game always gave hopes and slowly entice your minds into it and that is when you cant differentiate whether you are playing for fun or just plain sake of getting easy money.Starting you may get a lot of good hands but after awhile lady luck does not seems to be on your side and that is where you start to lose and you are trying to make a comeback so the more you wanted and feel like playing a game to recoup your losses.Problem is that you will not win every time and there is also not a very high chance to win after playing for so long.Everything became wrong when your motive is wrong.if your motive is not for fun and to recoup your money that you lose,you will have to pull yourself out of it or else you will drop into an abyss in 10 or 20 years time.I'm not saying that they are a bad influence and they are wrong,just that they find doing this kind of things are okay and is not so serious.But as Christians doing this kind of things are over the extend of what we should be.I find that if you can't control yourself,first thing is to seek help or account to someone about your doubts and ask them whether it is the right thing,most of the time before we do something wrong,if we have a confirmation from someone that is older than us or someone that we trust said that is wrong we will immediately stop what we are doing and not even attempt to try it.You may look weak in front of your friends but when you see God he will remember what you did choosing him over your friends.The sacrifices you made and ridicule will not be in vain :D

True Love .....

*Coughs,Coughs* what is true love ?? This was the question that is ringing in my head for the past few days or even weeks.I have so many friends that are in a relationships.So many of them.They always said that the other party is always their true love and they will be their last,but after a few weeks,months they just broke up and to make matters worse,they "ignored" each other literally ignored the other party treating them like they don't even exists and become complete stranger.I sometimes wondered where would I find my true love too but after seeing the relationship that my friends have made me take a step back and think once again what is actually true love,it is just saying or is it just a confirmation to the other party so that they will be secured and after having fun with he/her then just act as complete stranger once again.A lot of question always comes into my mind when I talk about love and relationship etc., why can't couples that were used to be together become friends again like the time before they were in a relationship,that kind of relationship may be different but yet they are also memories and priceless.In a relationship it takes two hands to clap, how much effort one party puts in will never win two party even if they did not put so much effort compared to one party this is what I have observed from every broken relationship.Another thing is ,both parties always claim that they put in the effort but the question is how much do you put in,yes you may have more efforts compared to the one party but how much did you put in ? That is another story,I find that if I want to have a relationship, I would really want to a stable one. The first and the last, but that is almost impossible I think,the generation that Im living in has too many temptation but I think that I still can control myself.What I want to say to those couples out there is that you can have a relationship easily but it takes time and the commitment and the sense of responsibility to carry on that spark or relationship going.Don't take both parties for granted doesn't mean that the other party did not put in effort,me too don't have to put in the effort it does not work that way.If that was the case why bother starting a relationship and inflicting pain to one another.If you are afraid to take the first step and you really like the party a lot, just confess to him/her boldly at least you give a shot better than waiting till the 4 seasons change .. So I wish that all those in relationship last long and stay blissful :D 

Time Flies Quickly

The last time I blogged was 15/7/2012 now is 15/10/12 3 months have passed so many things has happened around me.LOLS It is 12 am now ,cant sleep so decided to blog.Finally found someone that is willing to offer me a PSP at an affordable price.During July,when I heard that I was not in the main team for volleyball,I gave up and did not put 100% in every training,after couple of weeks I received news from my volleyball friends that I am supposed to be in the Main team but due to my attitude Coach decided not to put me in.At that time,I was like,hey you trying to be funny ?When I was putting in effort you did not recognise it now when I decided to give up you say this kind of stuff..LOLs but nvm it is my fault in the first place for not putting in my 100% so now exams are over when CCA resume going back to volleyball once again.Screwed a lot of papers at the EOY haiz can't take A maths and go to express stream. Let my math tutor and myself down.Mid year math did so well in the end,EOY get such marks.But maybe not getting into A Maths is a blessing in disguise as my rest of the subject I did pretty well but not like Mid-Year.Oh,like what my title said,Time flies quickly,so many things happen,Mr.K and Da Xiao Jie broke up,I have no idea why and as a friend I dont want to question about it.After that another relationship sparks off with my this 2 friends.One is like my Brother the other is my sister,in the end,help the both of them get into a relationship so proud of myself kekekekeke ^^.Next year,all of us will not be in the same class,haha people come and people go :) Too bad next time cant accompany Boss le.Hmm Shall cherish the time I have with my beloved ones and do not waste time !!! Remember time flies quickly,you may think that you still have time but actually it is slowly fading away !! 

Never Gonna Be The Same Again

Hi guys,its 1145 am dont feel lke sleeping so shall blog bah. This past 2 weeks were hectic so many things happen >< Hmm where should I start,start from school then my life bah.In school,got new math teacher Mr. Bx Hou ._. gg loh my volleyball teacher in charge now become my math teacher.His math class not bad kinda interesting.But the way he teach cant win Ms.Wong,of course my favorite Math teacher.In CCA, during volleyball,accidentally broke Adrian Poh's spec haiz sorry dude really did not mean it . Then few days later,I broke Hao Zhi spec's -.- WAH super lucky 1 week break so many people's spec.Adrian did not ask for compensation but Hao Zhi have, $50 .Kinda reasonable so now saving to return him the money.The month of July is where my birthday falls :D haha 13/07/2012 which is bad luck friday T^T but nevertheless still very proud of it as not many people birthday falls on BAD LUCK FRIDAY!!Receive a lot of wishes and gifts from my friend felt really happy :) In particular which is Bernice.She gave me something that I did not expected which is a Polaroid camera.When I received it I was super shock.And there was a message.She said that she dont know what happen between me and her and why are we so distant and etc. She also said that she was also afraid that Shirley would replace her as being my Best Friend.I have something to say to the two of you.Sometimes when I was with Shirley,I do admit that I fall in love with her but then I realised that the person that I really like was ******* so went I was talking to Shirley,I was trying to confirm whether I like her or not,in the end it proves that I really like *******  not Shirley Tay. Shirley I saw your blog already really happy for the wishes that you gave and yea we may not be as close as last time but we can still be friends.I want to say these things to Bernice and Shirley, sorry for the tears that I gave to the two of you sorry for leaving you guys time and time again.Even though so much thing has happen and times have past but it still had happened.It is like a wound,it may heal but there will always be a scar.I know that the 2 of you wish we can go back to last time like #KDGAF but after so many things that happen there is a barrier between the 3 of us and I think you guys know.I am sorry but we can't go back being best friends but I can assure you is that we can be schoolmates and classmates and friends.That is all I want to say to the both of you .So don't cry anymore :) Just keep smiling :)

Times I have missed

So long since I so blogged.2 month has passed since I blog..Damn that was long.Now is 1:34 am.So many things happened in 1 month and now 7 months has passed now and I have started a new chapter of my life during the June holiday.In a blink of an eye 7 months have passed now since I embarked on the journey of Sec 2.So many things has happened!During June,went for volleyball training and went for Malacca Trip.During the trip learnt a lot of things and have met new friends.Also Coach told me I could play for the team if I keep it up.That gave me the drive to work harder.I went for the training everyday.When Coach announced the people that was selected for the main team.My name was not written.I was like ._. but I realised it is because I did not attend training regularly so I was not put in the team.At that point of time,I was angry for not making up into the main team.So I did not went for 2 training because of that.Then June holiday,I went for my 1st church camp,MJ zone LIVE STRONG CAMP.Over there,I receive a lot of things and I have encounter God so much.That was one of the turning point of my life where I really know that I am a really christian now.I was dilly dallying around when I spent my time in church.During the camp God really spoke to me and I feel that God wants me to focus on volleyball again.After the camp I went back to Volleyball again.School reopen 1 week has passed and Jie finally find her Mr.Right :D Gratz last long !!If I found out that the Mr.Right bully her I confirm go beat him up !!!During this one week another thing happen.Last week tuesday,Pastor Kong,Pastor Tan,Sun and other board members was arrested for using funds to support Sun's concert and etc.It all started out when Sun wanted to crossover to other countries using pop music to reach out to them.Then,the media,social network society was saying a lot of negative things towards our church.My family too was also saying negative things,everyday I step on the house my relatives would ask who will save our Pastor and saying that he was a cheater.At that time I felt very angry.But after that God calm me down and I just kept quiet and went back to my room.After a while,I think and find myself stupid for being angry at my family members.I should have rejoice as we are fighting the battle with God against the world.To me I am not that affected with this allegation as I believe in my Pastors and board members.Although I don't have any reasons but I still believe in them.I believe in Sun's crossover project <3 !!That one week was hectic though have to face a lot of pressure from both side of school and family.But thank God for giving me the strength !!Went for cellgroup and kept praying for the church.At that time,the presence of God was really strong :D.Saturday which is just now which 1 hour 50 mins have just passed.Pastor Kong preached during service.The whole service was filled with the presence of God starting for the praise and worship till the end of the service.Pastor Phil came and prayed for us during the last 15 mins of the service.He said that We CHC are in God's favor at that time.It really shook me.I don't know how to explain but it really shook me.We are in his favor!After that during fellowship,we talk about end times.Although it was kinda scary but I really want to see God!!While I am typing this I am also very scared as during the end times,I would be either in heaven or in hell.So I am very scared though but my heart is secured !!I shall pray more than!Really #Ibelieveinthecrossoverproject <3 

Back for a shot update

Hmm it is so long since I blogged.Joelle I know you are reading this >< U this bloody stalker!! xD It is now currently 2 am dont know why or for any reason suddenly feel like blogging.I think I want to share what has happen in this 5 montsh!Starting of January to March I was very close with Shirley Ken Bernice(KDGAF) but due to some reason we split and left Shirley and Kendrick together.Now they both stead liao :) Congrats. So I was with Bernice.But I dont know what has happened or what causes it to happen is that my relationship with Bernice all of a sudden became very stranded and when I realised SDBFF was gone.This 5 months were really funny and enjoyable.The guys in our class became more open and we became more united compared to last year although some of them dont join us.Hmm this 5 months showed me the friends that have gone and the friends that I met.Everything happened in a flash.Even our exam also happened in a flash.We are now having our last 2 paper Math Paper 1 and Home Econ. see so fast the exam season have already gone.This year is also a very fruitful year for me as I receive a lot of breakthrough in life and I found that I have come closer to God this year.His presence was like everywhere when ever I needed him.Really without him I think I would not be here.Really praise the Lord!!!Haha end of my post liao!! Nights!

Da Xiao Jie and Mr.K

Da Xiao Jie and Mr.K hmmm it been so long since we talk to each other after what has happened.Today  will be typing two short notes for you 2..First I type to Da Xiao Jie bah.Hmm haha told you le confirm will stead with Mr.K de still don't believe. Now you got Mr.K to protect you and share secrets with you make you laugh whatever lah!!So next time go look for him hor!Second is to Mr.K haha so awkward now between me and you but nevermind right,we are all teenagers this kind of stuff always happened de.Really love her hor Mr.K if I find out you bullied her YOU DIE AH !! XD MUAHAHAHAH ... Last Long :D and when got wedding I be your MC ^^

Forget about me,Da Xiao Jie

Hi the topic today will be kinda sad bah I guess.Long time no blog le.Hmm the previous post was all the happy memories I spent with Da Xiao Jie.Really can't forget those such true moments with one another.But really,good things doesnt always ends well.Its been 4 months,where we became friends,departed,friends again and depart again.So many things happen.Good and Bad stuff.Da Xiao Jie this time I leave is really de leave not like the last time le.In order to not make you feel caught in the middle,gonna have somemone to sacrifice :) I think I am the right candidate.Now,looking back I really reallly miss the time we spent with each other....It has been very long since we have a long long chat with each other sharing and solving our problems!Those were the memories ! But like what I say good things doesnt always ends well.Forget about me!Throw away the marker and lead a happy life :D
Xiao Di Di :'D

Da Xiao Jie :D

LOL sorry guys,been so long since I updated about my blog.Today's topic will not be talking about me but her,Da Xiao Jie.She is a friend that I know through Bernice.At 1st I don't like her as she was in express stream and at that point of time I've got bad impression on express students.But after knowing more things about her we started to became closer and finally we became best friends :) She is the type of girl that get crazy,emotional very easily.This year,the relationship with her became stranded due to some reason but we are still friends right Da Xiao Jie??? The memories we have were countless.Hmm,let's talked about the one that I will never forget.Hmm,I saw her cry for the first time in GMSS and I am the first guy to see her tears.At first,she thought she is strong can manage but no matter what,she is still a girl I told her to go to a corner and cry all she want and that is when I really saw the tears in her eyes.2nd thing is the MARKER!!!The thing that made her laugh for 40 plus minutes like a crazy mad woman!!!So Da Xiao Jie,the memories we have were countless..I will be back someday so don't feel sad okays!!STILL HAVE TO STAY STRONG AND SMILEEEE!!! :D I will always be there when you need me 24/7 :)

Late again ~

Woots!!Late for SC attendance marking for 2 days le .. Die!If late again gonna have coffe with Mr.Kang.Today P.E very sian now change to Mdm Cheng do alot of drills.No more High Jump from Mr.Kang T^T.Geog test got 10/10,open book that's why passed xD Recess time ate laksa...BEST!!!Went for Science SPA finally our alchohol proposal is approved ^^ so can buy beer xD then get hangover in class TEEHEE!!Math test was not scared at all camed prepared ^^ but last question careless mistake T^T haiz ...4 marks gone >< Super angry.English learn how to write formal letter loh then Self-Study...Heng today no volleyball,so after self-study and went to Kevin.C hus to lepak !!Zheng Xian also ^^  HAHA thats all for today!! Tmr cannot wake up late again or else DIE!

Mishaps after Mishaps

Sorry guys..Yesterday forget to blogged as I was too busy with my homework and folding my envelopes T^T..Yesterday nothing much happen loh,just that I learnt how to play a scale of Ode To Joy melody :) Today very jialat day.Sarah Wong from F2-5 was banged by a car this morning.Thankfully she is okay now just a broken shoulder and collar bone.Let's deal with the admin stuff first.Gabriel was suspended from school because of the slapping incident.If I were correct,he will come back tomorrow.English period learn how to write essay (MY FAVOURITE TOPIC FOR ENGLISH) ^^ Felt quite proud of myself when I was writing the essay because it is my forte xD.During Chinese period the teacher never late dismissed us :) So we have a very fufilling recess.Literature sianz lah,Mrs.Lian confiscated my english worksheet as I attempt to do it during her Lit period loh..Then must redo the whole worksheet again.Maths lesson super fun :D I passed all my test for maths and it is with flying colours.Music lesson was super funny,Ms.Khoo cracked jokes with us with her humor all of us laugh like mad.But when she is angry,you really dont want to play with fire :D Thats all for today peeps ..PEACE OUT ^^

You think you in Student Council means you are God ah ???

Sianz I lost my timetable ~ P.E super fun,run here run there then we went to try hurdle jump.Then after that chinese .Recess very hungry so ate $2 de laksa then one plate of chicken rice.SC SPA my team,which is Jing Ting,Kelvin Goh and Kevin wee,decided our theme for the 10 weeks science project which will be alchol ^^ So can test the beer :) Nothing much happened loh except during English period! The part which is related to this post :) During English period(Split Class),Ah Ben(Benny) as usual will go di siao people de then so shuay,Gabriel in his class.Then Benny keep on di siao Gabriel loh but don't know why today Gabriel slapped Benny on the face.Bernice shouted at Gabriel then Gabriel called her to shut up then Bernice want to slap Gabriel but heng she did'nt loh.Then the teacher,Mrs.Loong also went to slap Benny sia.Then Benny cry.Now the whole class is super angry at Gabriel who is making a mountain out of a molehill ~ Both of their parents came down but I don't know what happen after that.But I heard that Benny cried after Mr.Chia talked to him! See is this guy again.He still don't want to let our class off -.-

Contradicting -.-

As usual the best is always the last.During the 2nd last two period,which is math,Alan went crazy again ...He kept on harass Gabriel and punched kicked him and even tied Gabriel's shoelace to his table.The teacher tried to stop but Alan still don't care.Ah Za tried to stop,Alan still don't care then Hao Zhi stand up and went there.Then Alan immediately stopped.Then Gabriel took this chance and quickly went to the back of the class to avoid Alan.Hao Zhi went back to his place and sat down again.Alan then kicked Gabriel's chair,Hao Zhi went to pick up the chair and sit at Gabriel's seat.Alan don't even dare to move a muscle :) After this was FT LS but was changed to leadership workshop.When the speaker has ended,is Mr.Chia turn to speak.Then he said alot of crap then he say this which angered me the most.Our batch there is this a student that has repeated many times and if he repeat one more time the school will not accept him.It is so obvious that he is referring to Hao Zhi.As a teacher you have the rights to say that but do you have to say that in front of a whole cohort -.- when you are saying this it is like giving one tight slap at your face..Then he told all the Student councillors to check the class hairstyle and after done checking go back to your seat.We caught some of them then we went back to our seats.Then Mr.Chia said this,Eh Hope 2-1 why so less people was caught???? What do you mean by this...You think you who sia,you are just the HOL and so ????Always aim our class de,1st time we told Ms.Yap regarding about this and Ms.Yap said you are just provoking us so that we could change.That matter we have already let it slide now you give us this crap again...Seriously lah if you are a good teacher,why are you so biased -.- and guess what I will never forget all the things you have said about us when we are in Hope 1-1 and now in Hope 2-1 I will never forget =.= Then he dismissed the girls,and straight afterwards,he said this,Aiya Hao Zhi you can leave first and sec 2 you see even Hao Zhi hair is so short...So sarcastic loh,if you are not happy with the class just say it,don't use this kind of ways to show how much you hate us.Seriously you don't deserve to be a teacher -.-

Freaking Unlucky =.=

Today woke up,cant find my SC tag,then late for SC meeting for finding the tag..Then during meeting was called out to talk with the president.She said that I have been late for alot of times and if I was to late again,I will face the music.Mr.Lim asked who lost the SC tag then I raised my hand up then he give me 1 day grace to find my tag.Nothing happen so far except during self-study =.= Super angry....I took a part time job and it was to fold flyers,I did it during self-study then Mr.Chia saw then confiscate.I say it is legal to do part time job now but he dont care ...After self-study when to look for him to get back my flyer and have a talk with him and Mr.Tay.Haiz so shuay sia ..and I got a new Itouch ^^

Time ....

Having SC meeting today at 7:15 woke u at 7 am..God!!!English period nothing much,as usual chinese period the teacher always like to eat our recess time -.- super pissed.Recess come back did not know where the class went then roam around the school untill Ms.Yap help us found Mrs.Ong then was scolded for being late then blah blah blah.Now during literature we got a mini play so we need to memorise the scripts and etc.Maths lesson the best,finally know how to solve equation.So proud of myself.After Maths class got some conflict between Wee Wee and Zhi Qiang,Kevin go beat Zhi qiang cause ZQ keep on intimidate Wee Wee so in then Wee Wee went to beat him.Heng I was over there or else things might get serious.Music lesson,Ms.Khoo never scold me heng ah!!But got scold Kelvin,Jian Hong they all..Hahas yea 1 more important thing Alan kee siao again..like seriously we are at the age of 14 still behave like this =.= If cannot control your emotions,seek help dont anyhow vent it on people ..

Change of plans!!

Good news,got some recovering sign for my cough :) Today Chapel loh,Mr.Kang,Mr.James Lee,Mr.James Lim play for us siol!!Then history lesson quite fun though just that Ms.Lai sometimes very fierce.Maths lesson one period,not enuf to cover up alot of stuffs so Ms.Wong just do a quick recap with us then let us do worksheets.I got recess duty today,SC mah,quite fun though caught alot of people ^^ One girl hide the chicken patty inside the pocket I cannot check cause later she accuse me of molest then I jia lat plus the girl councilors are busy handling with other people.Then I ask her can she remove all the things on her pocket,then she remove but never took the patty out.Heng ah when she walk away I saw the plastic bag I quickly sent one girl councilor to catch her!!!In the end she have to throw her patty away...Doing this job really offend alot of people xD English period at air-con room SONG!!!!Then jiu Science SPA,class was noisy when Ms.Yap was giving instructions to our project work.Then Ms.Yap never scold us but she kept quite and look at her 'beautiful' nails,Cold approach sia!! Then class also automatic tiam tiam.Then went to visit my beloved Godma,never saw her for alot of months le!!Miss her very much.After that rush to MAD fiesta,nothing much just some general stuff and briefing during my first lesson;Setting up the keyboard,keeping quite etc. Then went for volleyball then play play for awhile,finally got back my skills of underhanding a ball.Then went to check the CNY rehearsal then went to visit my seniors at the fitness corner.Then they ask me how many pull up I can do,I say cant even do 1 in the end I went to try can do one sia!
!!So happy...Then on the way home,I started to think I really have to put relationship matters aside and focus on my study,I don't know why but I just want to forget everything and focus on my study..Really it is time for a change of plans!

Terrible cough..

May stop blogging for a few days cause got terrible cough.Super jialat.Today got the stupid P.E loh but okays lah!Today nothing much happened loh just that Zheng Xian and class keep on GL Jing Ting loh till very overboard loh.Self-study song song!!Completed all my homework.Now I very guai le,make notes for Science and Maths.If maths got a C6 I very happy le then I wan my science to get B3!!!AT LEAST!!! FIGHTING!!!! :D

Fierce Tigress

Haha just as the heading says,Tigress leh.The tigress is boss loh,today she flared up alot of time scary.1st period science then alot of people forget bring her worksheet then she started a few earthquake and tsunami nevermind cause after that is art lesson but art teacher Mr.Quek never come we got relief teacher so calm down le.Recess got new auntie in the noodle store..Gong gong de always mixed up order heng she gave me the correct order but Kevin Cheong and Ah Za shuay get wrong order xD.Chinese need do Zhuo Wen loh sian,but can bring home do so after blog straight do my chinese homework.Math lesson learn solving equation not bad quite easy though ^^ Think can get a pass for this year!!!Then FT LS the real VOLCANO erupted super scary.Everything was fine after Kelvin sabo benny saying he wrote vulgarities in a piece of paper Ms.Yap saw untill then as usual our class would laugh cheer applause.Then Ms.Yap became more flared up because this is not a glorious thing then she is very dissapointed with Hope 2-1 loh.All of us scared tio sia,cause this is the 1st time she flared during this year...And I got a new phone and a new bag le :D!!! Tee hee will be bring it tomorrow.ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TIGRRRRESSSS xD

Injuries here and there T^T

Wednesday was hit by a volleyball in the face..Super pain then my frame cutted my face then today morning,woke up then accidentally twist my neck.WAH I can't even move.Super pain,My mom come to my room help me massage then loosen it up.Late for school loh in the end but got VR so nevermind.Today class did nothing loh just that had our first Home Economics in this month :D then SEL loh.CCA time.Plus tmr cca fair stress ssia!!!I tmr got SC duty also 6:30 jiu wake up le cause meeting my friend then need do duty loh 7:45 meet -.- BUT nvm Its okay cause I also in SC mah...Today I did nothing much at volleyball cause injured.Hope forward to the next training :D !!PEACE OUT!!!

Things will be better next week

Today singspiration wor!Late for SC meeting,AGAIN but this time I was not informed so nevermind.Got duty this saturday,Chinese new year I guess!!In charge of logistics.Think will be easy just need move the chairs here and there.Got transferred to a better class in chinese.I have to appealed somemore!But it is worth it :D.MAD fiesta is starting next week and I am very happy that I get into the course that I want,which is keyboard ^^ Will finally be buying all the books that I haven't bought next weeks cause quite tight during this few days but this coming sunday my mum getting her pay so Monday will buy the things that I need ! Then will be buying a bag for myself,working this sunday T^T scared cannot wake up!Really things will be better for next week!

Hero more lah,Mr.Ong

YO!!haha what my title meant was,if I continue to lead my life in this current way,I going to be superman le!!Every night sleep at 2 am then need woke up at 6 plus to go for SC duty.After that not eating during recess and after school then eat!!Plus got volleyball more worst.Have history lesson today,our teachers were Ms.Lai and one more,Mdm Norliah quit e a funny teacher but strict,I think history under her not bad bah!!Hmm,my relationship with Hao Zhi is getting better,so it is a good start and try my best to let him be promoted to sec 3 loh.I think he can study de just that he lazy dont want do nia.Then went for volleyball,today super happy cause my palm is above the net when I jump and service error is getting lesser ^^ but during the ending of the volleyball,was hit by a ball then my specs cut my face and specs broke!!! SIANZZZ lah my handsome face got scarred sia </3 how face people in future xD

Drained !!

Sorry guys,So late then update my blog.Now is 12 plus le.I overslept xD I reach home about 4 then I slept till 10.I think I am totally exhuasted.Okays,an overall details for today,make it quick and short cause very tired to type everything out le.Maths lesson,I was in Ms.Wong class and Geog is Ms.Nora and our english teacher is Mrs.Ong and Mrs.Long.Not bad though,Art teacher was Mr.Quek loh.Now we have this so called PFT training so every tuesday the entire sec 2 will be in P.E and will have to train our 2.4 km run and the 5 stations.So need to lose weight le,eat less!! :D

The harder that I try to do that it keeps backfire on me

Today was the day where my seniors show their most true moments.Every corner where I go sawing my senior sitting at a corner crying.Sawing the tears running through their face and those bloodshot eyes all swollen.Making me understand that in the future if I never study well,I will be in their shoes.All alone crying,regretting for not studying.But I don't want to be like them,I want to be the other seniors who did well for their O's sawing how they smile and in their eyes a sense of relief.My brother,Hui Chao, the person who protected me as I grow up the guy who sheltered me whether rain or shine.The guy who make me cry,bullying me,making me laugh.The person who taught me what is respect and the person who told me how to be a better man.A person who was there whenever I was in trouble.But everytime,I annoyed him,making him pissed of for no reason.Being childish even when he and scolded me.He was one of my pillar of support.I went to look for him after school asking his results.He told me calmly that he failed and never get in and will retain.In his eyes,I could see his disappointment in his eyes,the sadness,fear.This is not what I expected from the guy who protected me.I look up to him but this was the 2nd time I saw him being like this,the face where he was so different from his usual self,the joker who always make people laugh.In my heart,is like a knife stabbed in seeing how he did.But I did not felt ashamed of him though because he is still my brother.Today in school nothing much,just general introduction of teachers and students etc. and went for FT LS and ended school with a Science talk...

Days where I blog

This willl be a short message,I will blogged only on weekdays most of the times,weekend not so much.So if you are waiting for my post,wait till its weekday :D

Came back from camp :)

Came back from camp le woots !!! 1 word to describe the camp,FUN!!!BUT very tired T^T.I say it is fun because we played alot of games and the bond with each other now have increased :).But the camp is very harsh because it is a millitary kind of of camp.So let's start the things that happen in camp.Day 1,when to school and was late >< was reprimanded by Student Council president and told not to do it again because I am also in the council.As usual we will have our morning devotion lead by Ms.Ho and then when for the briefing of the camp and getting to know our coaches AKA Platoon Mentors and Captain.So millitary right,just a coach still need call this kind of army names meh xD.Carrying on,then we move to our campsite,Terror Sea Scout and have goals setting,expectation,rules etc.Then we have the thing called Basic Millitary Training which is a set of drills and stations to do so that we could be proven to be promoted from a recruit to a private.We have do marching and all sorts of millitary stuff.Our PM(Platoon Mentors) were PM Bob,PM Xue Er and PM Hazmie.One of the stations were called minefield,something like minesweeper just that,we will be crawling in the mud to do this task!MUST COMPLETELY LAY DOWN IN THE MUD or else them PM will either help you or they will tell you to roll on the mud.The people that participate all tio mud.Then we want to hug Boss then she say she scared we will be kicked fly away because that is her natural reaction when comes into contact with mud ....  Then we have a group photo.This station was after lunch.So we had lunch then we went to that station as it is our last one :D .Then we wash-up and have our dinner.Then brief to do drills,like how the UG(Uniform group) do their march etc.So we march here march there.Then we ask why we do that for the PM said that it is for our Passing out Parade which is the cermony to certified that we are really promoted from recruit to private.So we have the cermony loh,then suddenly Zaza(Zhi Xuan) felt dizzy and fell to the ground sia then all of us were shock and worried.Then he rested for awhile and fall in back with us again.Then we have debrief and we go sleep :D.I did not bring sleeping bag so I told one of the PM then I was transferred to sleep at the dorm with beds!!WOOTS shiok right,but very hot sia at there,every night never fail not to sweat .Day 2: Woke up at 6.15 and went to have Morning PT(Physical training) and have combat ration for breakfast.Super disgusting.The packet is like those cat food de then we must squeeze the thing out and eat.No utensils ._. then we have a short ceremony in our own platoons that is choosing the PS(Platoon Sergeant) which is the person to be in-charge of the platoon.Guess what,Me and Bernice got it ....Shocking right!then have lunch loh.Hard sia leading the class.Like talkign to walls but at the later part got use to it.Then we have Rescute missions quite fun though but we must travel to Sembawang park then later we went back to our campsite and was brief to have CO evening and must come up with a performance,Dance,Drama,Singing up to you!Then we chose to do a skit and we brainstorm it together.The story starts with us very mischevious and in the end we became very hardworking loh.Very long lah the skit lazy type xD Then we have reflections time and the next day,which is the last day we have Graduation Parade!!Day 3: SUPER ANGRY SIA!!!WOKE UP AT 5:30 but the scheldule wrote 6 am.Then THE PMs SHOUT AND SHOUT THEN MAKE ALOT OF NOISES THEN GIVE US 30 SEC TO FALL IN AT THE OPEN AREA,WE HAVEN EVEN BRUSH OUR TEETH SIA THEN TELL US TO CLEAR OUR BED THEN FALL IN AGAIN !!!!THEN TALK AND TALK AND TALK.We were brief that we will have Victory March!And as usual If in camp Alan never show pattern confirm very weird de mah,then every day show pattern and attitude sia ._. but nvm lah is his choice mah :D.Walk the Victory March 8 km T^T.Then we have the closing ceremony and have prize presentation.Then before the ceremony our PMs took back our tag(a tag for the PS) mine and bernice de.Then the ceremony begin.Then they announced the people that were choosen to be the leaders loh.Just that it will be with the entire company.Zhi Xuan and Sykariah won it.And I was not shock because really,I am not cut out for this kind of stuffs and during the camp,Zhi Xuan was the one who always help and gave me advice on leading the class.So the tag is rightfully his :D After that we leaved the campsite and went HOME SWEET HOME :D haha the end !!!

In a blink of an eye

Haha,the last time I blogged was 21 october.It been so long since I last posted.Today is the first day of school.In a blink of an eye,I was promoted to sec 2,my seniors graduated,having sec 1 juniors.Looking back at 2011,everything happen very fast.Went for exam,passed it,teacher's left.But nevermind,a new year,a new start.Although all my favourite teacher's left there is still new teacher that will be teaching us.This year,our form teacher is Ms.Yap and co-form is Mr.Khai.New faces was in my class like Kiana,Perry,Kelvin Goh and Hao Zhi...Hao Zhi is quite a nice guy,but he never did well for his studies and retain for 2 years.Kelvin was a very noisy and gl person.Not fond of him though but I do know that he meant no harm.Rest of them,haiz lazy to tell xD .As usual,first day of school means having hair check nail check etc... And ever lasting briefing and talks.There is a new batch of teachers.I remember during countdown,I tease boss saying the night is still young and hinted her to find her Mr.Right.So in the batch of new teacher,there is 2 male teacher that caught my eye.1st is the new HOD of Math,he look quite handsome though but when I saw him face to face,he look very stern.Then I told Boss that this guy cannot make it as although he is young,his stern look have scared many people off.The other one was this Art teacher who I find him quite cute.He work geek specs and look kind of honest xD NOT BEING GAY HERE!!!Quite young too xD.Then I told Ms.Camille about this 2 guys saying they were quite a good catch  and let Boss to choose.Then Ms.Camille tell me that it is impossible,then I laugh xD.Mr.David Sim was promoted to vice-principal and Ms.Ng if I remember correctly,was promoted to ST of math (Senior Teacher) = OLD LAH going to retire and rot le xD.Have some problems with the cca(volleyball) but was settle today and sc too.Jie if you wan to know I can facebook chat you.My phone spoil le T^T !!! ONE SAD NEWS!!!TMR IS CAMP =.= and I heard from my dear seniors saying that it is very gross and dirty that kind of stuff,not looking forward to the camp though!Haha GTG guys,gonna pack my camping bag!!!